time all used up

Friday, November 03, 2006
9:39 AM

its been a long long time since i blog..
i apologise for that..
and understand how busy i am recently..
dun even have the time to shit!
haha~

anyway, school starting soon..
its a good thing.. coz i miss school..
i miss those great lecturers i talk cock with..
but at the same time i hate assessments!
lol~ have been working for 3 weeks up till today..
great job.. exposed to alot of things..
been thru the tight and hash last min to meet
deadlines and printing rush..

experience alot of things..
for the first 2 wks, i started working,
i got the shit that i've gotta do overtime
everyday.. even public holidays and wkends..
and even stayed till late night or even next day..
ok~ i know.. this is the life of a
graphic and advertising designer..
but wat to do.. this line is liddatx..

this wk has been a much relax one..
not doing much things..
well, i hope this honeymood period will goes on..
but dream on..
another big event coming..
big event = jack die!
coz i'll hafta crack my brain and produce
all sorts of design for them..
hard earn money..
highest record so far working for this company..
20 1/2 hours non-stop..
less than 2hrs of sleep..
back to work..

ok.. time to go slack again.. ahaha~
better enjoy my slacking time now..
before the hell breaks free again!

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
9:09 PM

yet another mosquito came along..
there is ONE MORE!!
oh... HOLY SHIT!!
my room isnt a mosquito nest man..
moreover no water..
where did they come about..

dun let me get him/her..

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
11:01 PM

can you imagine a mosquito,
the same one always preying on you?

here the story goes..
this story happen for 2-3weeks..
in the beginning, this guy was being attacked
by a mosquito while he was sleeping..
he was awakened.. but couldnt find that
particular mosquito..
then he went back to sleep..
to his surprise, the mosquito go disturb him
by buzzing pass his ears..
then he switch on the light and find for it but to no avail..

few days past, he was down with fever for several days..
and for that several days he was still disturbed
and bitten by that mosquito..

at an average of 4times bittin a week basis..
he presume its the same mosquito as,
they are clever bastards and bitches..
who will go off when there's free food for survivor
everyday, everynight?

its a real pest when that mosquito knows how
and where to hide till that guy cant find at all..
despite the opening of doors and windows
hoping that the mosquito will buzz off but to no avail..
despite all the fanning using a file to lure it out but to no avail..

yday he was awakened by the mosquito again by the love bites..
he wake up and go online early in the morning to search for
the lifespan of a mosquito and how to set up a mosquito trap..
how dumb can that be?..

but finally today, he was again waken be the love bites from
that loving mosquito early in the morning 6plus!
awakened.. start the search.. die die must find..
but to no avail again! so he went to wash up as he cant get
back to sleep.. partially he was traumatised by that mosquito..

but when he got back,
to his surprise and prayers being answered,
he saw the mosquito at the side of his bed..
he then slowly went over and PIAK!
heh heh! that mosquito died..
and he went to do his work and got back to
sleep for 1hr.. then off to school..
and he sleep happily ever after..
no more fear and worries..

and that guy is ME!

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Friday, September 29, 2006
5:43 PM

ok... first of all..
let me say wats more important..
its my popo BIRTHDAY TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO

going to celebrate with her soon..
she got sch.. so can go out early..
but its more than enough..
i'm there to celebrate with her..
heh heh!

ok.. its assessment week this wk and next..
this wk is minor modules..
and 3 down..
next week is major modules on friday..
stress.. though almost done with everything..
but got presentation at seminar room.. help!

well, have been contacting my sec classmates recently..
its kinda great to reminisce all those fun stuffs,
notorious times and mischievious times we went thru..
its really funny and stupid.. haha~
ok.. time to go prepare liaox..
go celebrate for popo her bird'day..
then go clubbing with my sec classmates tonight!

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Friday, September 01, 2006
11:42 PM

i see the sunshine after the rain..
ok.. well.. indeed..
god is blessing everyone,
all the time..

anyway, photography is so fun!
we get to take photos with our cam..
then develop the negatives from
the films ourselves..

then develop into index printing to
see wat have we shoot..
then finally we gonna focus one 2
best photo taken and develop into 8"x10"..
all by ourselves..
wahahah.. this is so cool..

unlike wat the tv shows..
its doing everything in total darkness
in the developing of everything..
except for the final develop on photo paper..

cool rite?
wahahaha.. sch's been fun..
but not design drawing module.. it sucks!
tmr gonna have a good proper date with popo
after a long long time since we had one proper
whole day date! wooo...

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Wednesday, August 30, 2006
7:10 PM

i wanna shout it all out..
no where to shout it all out..
no one to pour it all out..

have you found the one who share
everything little things with you?
apart from joy, sorrow, bitterness..

how about starting to play balls
when you never touch it before?

doing the things you like
when u never though you will ever like?

trying out the games
when u never like playing games?

sacrificing yourself juz to draw nearer..

sharing the tears, sharing the feelings,
sharing the thoughts, getting to know every single thing..

wats more?
take an additional step juz to reach you..
going further that wat u've given..
doing the impossible possible..

give me some air to breathe..
i dun wanna get trap..
i dun wanna get stuck..
i dun wanna get laugh at..
i dun wanna get jealous..
i dun wanna feel empty..
i dun wanna feel lefty..
i dun wanna feel devastated..
i dun wan....

im torn between
silence & violent expression

Monday, August 14, 2006
6:51 PM

can you ever imagine,
you'r on your way back home..
in the mrt train and there is some
space around you,
yet a person juz stand behind you,
when u r standing right under the hanging
handle bars?
not just standing but keep pushing you..
then at the end, turns back and say:
"Excuse ME, can you move"?

thats literately shit ass!
a fucking mud lady told me that..
and i almost wanted to give her a punch!
mother fucker.. i didnt say her still dare
stare me.. if comes to reason i'm a hundred times
of better validation than that ass MUD!

whats more, so pissed off with one shit matter,
when u reach home, and wat you saw at the corridor,
or rather the door of your house is all
joss papers + burnt joss papers + loads of ashes?
i have to sweep off all of them here and there,
and even under shoe racks and on slippers and shoes..
but wat i did was i swept all to their doorstep!
FUCK THEM.. my neighbour sucks big hell time..
they are inconsiderate mother fuckers who care for
themselves..
i know you need to burn but have the fucking
courtesy to move yourself downstairs and burn all
you want..

i hope nothing's gonna irritate me further
for the rest of my day..
i'll sure to hit someone if i'm over tamed!

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHO AND HOW
SHOULD I DO TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MY NEIGHBOUR
WRONG DOINGS?
I SERIOUSLY WANT TO COMPLAIN AND GIVE THEM
VERBAL WARNING.. BUT IF NO CHANGE,
THEN I'LL ASK THEM TO MAKE LEGAL ACTIONS!

i'm not being an idiot or fussy..
but i bet no one can tolerate such nonsense.
burn and dun affect your neighbours..
care for your neighbours too..

im torn between
silence & violent expression