Tuesday, March 28, 2006
6:58 PM
its been a bad week..
my mood hasnt been well since
mid of last week..
everyday i slpt with fear,
wake with fear..
i dunno when am i gonna face
the dead end infront of me..
i'm breaking down within me..
i had to see the scenes of
everything that's happening..
i need a break..
i wanna break free from all
the things that's going on
around me..
for sure i cant take it any longer..
its a real pain..
my com down..
wat i can do now is merely surfing the net..
nothing else..
can't do my projects or assignments..
supposed to have a pillow to lie on..
but it wasnt firm and there for me to lie on..
my mood was greatly affected..
emotionally, phsically..
things aint working out fine..
i'm tired of everything thats going on now..
i'm really really really really really
very very very very very tired now...
everytime i'm down, i will go jog till i drop..
thats how i handle this kinda stress or stuffs in
me.. but its only on temporary..
can someone tell me wat can i do for long term??!!
well, i'm still gonna go jogging now..
every minute of life is more than juz meaning..
treasure every moment of life..
dun let small stuffs affects what's more important..
hardwork and commitment with real efforts will
then have a good ending..
take initiative all the time..
take notice all the time..
observant all the time..
this will helps u all the time in future..
breaking down soon...
im torn between
silence & violent expression
; informatives
Jack Sia
Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts
2nd January 1986 (see wishlist pls)
i'm into all kinds of sports.. Love Sports
yoshkillerapp@hotmail.com
; passion
love family
love shiying ♥
love TGCs
love brothers
love great friends around
; lacking
car
Yonex Nano Speed 7000 above
Burberry Brit Perfume (black bottle)
Davidoff cool water (dark blue bottle)
Pioneer DVD Home theatre set
T5 digicam
G5 Mac Desktop
Quiksilver Board Shorts
New pair of Sneekers
long sleeve formal shirt (Domanchi)
cufflinks enabled shirt
FCUK tops
strike 4D & TOTO
